Healing through Herbs and Dreams
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Whatever we experience in life that has some emotional
content attached to it such as joy, happiness, fear, anger etc, leaves a mark on our personality. It remains
recorded on our inner being. It may recede from our conscious mind but stays in
the subconscious like those files on your computer that do not open until
clicked upon. Just as a lot of unnecessary files compromises performance of a computer, a lot carried by a human compromises human performance too. Some memories with strong emotional content exist as multiple copies every time we think and relive those experiences in our conscious hours.
This store house of experiences is what makes human
personality, different and unique for each individual. Even clones or identical
twins are different because experiences of no two can be exactly alike. Some
experiences strengthen a personality and others weaken and compromise it. The
worst are buried memories of traumatic experiences that can compromise a human
severely in a condition known as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder or PTSD.
However, even when one does not have such a severe condition, every human is
compromised to varying degrees by negative memory baggage.
A natural way that a human deals with memories is
in sleep, when the conscious mind is shut down and the operating system of
consciousness is free to examine stored files and deal with them in an order of
urgency it deems best. This order seems dependent on a combination of how recent the experience is and how strong its emotional content. Given the time one has to dream, some experiences may thus get bypassed for decades before they are dealt with. If there is a lot of stuff to deal with from the day
just spent, as happens in the lives of very busy persons and minds, the
subconscious deals with that first. When we dream, we can observe the process,
not fully understanding it but weaving a story around it to make sense of it, a
story that is part real and part imagined. That is what dreams seem to be. Not only
does the semi-awake consciousness observe these doings, it also experiences the
emotions that are being raked up.
Often students who have gone through a stressful examination
experience a dream later, sitting in the examination hall and imagining their
hands are paralyzed so they cannot write. The paralysis bit is imagined to
recreate the buried subconscious fear of the event. But through this reliving,
the experience is resolved, the file deleted and the human becomes free off
this fear and unnecessary baggage. Mystics call this a dissolving of karma of
the event. In the experience of the author, once the deeply emotional
baggage is sorted from the depths of the mind, the less emotional one is removed
at great speed. One could try and draw an analogy with clearing a large hall
full of stuff. Heavy things are removed slowly but lots of lighter things can
be removed quickly. One may get up from such episodes of sleep panting and
repeating ‘oof’ from the relief. The self seems to be ever eager to remove what
the mind has collected and what is unnecessary.
Those who meditate daily, free and calm their mind so that
when they sleep their mind is calmer to go through old experiences. Some herbs
help in this direction too, for example a tea spoon of dried Ashwagandha powder
before bed time is a great help. For severer conditions such as PTSD, a glass of
cannabis drink in milk is a stronger aid wherever legal. There are articles in
this blog on these with a link at the end of this note and that can also be searched
in through the tool in the left sidebar. Alcohol does not help because the mind
remains intoxicated through sleep and can mess up the files rather than sort
them out properly. If it happens when sorting out was badly needed, a human may
end up with psychosis when he or she wakes up, something called alcoholic
psychosis, a condition that will disappear rapidly it seems when alcohol is
given up. The primary help alcohol may provide, aside from its recreational use, is to reduce the sorrow or trauma of a situation when it is ongoing or recent during conscious hours but only when it is not a strong drink but a light one like beer or wine. It does not seem to help with buried trauma.
It is amazing how the mind deals with very old memories when
free to do so. I wrote this note today after dreaming of an incident last night
dating back to September of 1976. I had visited Dubrovnik for a scientific conference on Heat
Transfer then, where I had submitted a paper on the subject. On the last day,
we had a lot of wine at the banquet that ends such gatherings. I had not been
used to much wine then. The result was that I overslept and just woke up in
time for the flight. There was no time even for a shave or to pack up properly.
But somehow I just made it and it was a fearful experience indeed. I recall
shaving and washing my face etc. in the tiny toilet of the flight later. This
fear remained buried in my psyche ever since. Last night, I relived the
experience, mixed up with other events as happens in dreams, and this fear
buried deep within was washed out after so many years of carrying this
unnecessary piece of baggage. Wonder how much other junk lies buried in the
vaults still.
One may wonder what does a mind dream of it has no
substantial emotional issues to deal with? I have passed through that too in life
to in my forty year long studies of dreams, for as the Father of Yoga Patanjali stated, one may evolve through the knowledge gained from dreams. In that state, the mind ponders on
issues and problems a person is dealing with in life. At times, great solutions
are the result as also prediction of future events (especially dreams near morning).
Some of the greatest of scientific discoveries have been a result of some
dreams such as the structure of a basic organic compound - Benzene
On a five week program to ease PTSD
http://someitemshave.blogspot.in/2015/07/five-weeks-to-freedom-form-ptsd-5-x-5.htmlThis method combines together several concepts and practices described in different notes of this blog into a doable simple and enjoyable practice that assists greatly those suffering from PTSD rapidly over a matter of few weeks.
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